God sometimes I feel like I should show him my Tumblr if he’s up for scrolling through a ton of stuff but then I’m like hefiawhwljvdkdfasjlkj hell no, that’s so embarassing he’d think I’m a crazy weirdo or something. D: 

I was able to find the courage in myself to talk to him! :) Aaand he’s from Malaysia, not India. I had a feeling about that. I was worried he would just think I am annoying, but that was not the case (unless he is good at hiding it). I was able to finally speak to him by asking about his tablet and that got us to talk about other stuff too. He’s actually a freshman like me surprisingly and pretty funny. And oh my gosh, he has the most adorable smile, it’s like the happiest thing I have ever seen. Mixed with his accent and his formal dress he wears sometimes for I don’t know what, it’s just… oh my gosh. I thought he’d be more serious, but he’s pretty laid back. And he knew I’m in his quiz section! Nooo regrets on finally being able to talk to him. Maybe we can hang out more :D being his friend is enough for me.

Okay, fangirling over.

Oh my gosh I can easily talk to people at school, but when there’s a really cute person I just…can’t…say…anything. Why can’t I just say hi D: I don’t even know his name and he’s even in my little quiz section…gaaah.

I mean… I have absolutely no chance ever with you anyway. Ever.

I don’t really mind though :) even though you keep making me feel like an idiot.