So there’s an Idol No More Solidarity flash mob at my campus tomorrow at 1215. Class gets out at 1220 and then I have to walk there… I missed the last one at my local mall, so I really need to go to this one! So I could go to class and learn about stuff I already know or witness history in the making and root for the tribes of Canada! Pretty easy answer.
Hopefully tomorrow he will be in class! And you know what? I got this. I. Freaking. Got. This. What do I have to do? Say hi? I can say hi to a ton of other people and talk to strangers with ease. I can easily say hi and talk to him. There’s so much I want to know! All I have to do is wave him over and I’m sure he’ll sit by me. Act casual.
I did embarass myself last week, but the day after he did come up to say bye with a smile on his face. That has to mean something, even if it’s just as friends. He acknowledges me. And not just… oh hey, slight wave. It was a full out goofy exaggerated lean over and wave with a big smile and then quickly keep going and looking back still a bit. :D So it’s not like I’d be weird by talking to him. He’s a nice person.
For once, I’m going to actually have courage and confidence. Not just to hopefully get him, but to help myself as well. I do have a chance with him. I’m smart, I’m not hideous, and I can make him laugh and talk. I have my dorky, socially awkward charm. :D Who cares if I’m from a ghetto American small town and he’s from Malaysia? This is the 21st century! He wouldn’t go to America if he hated Americans. :) All I need is a good positive attitude, and I’m sure I’ll be fine.
And if he isn’t interested, oh well. I’d be sad, but he’d still be a good friend. :) He’s just so darn cute.
Short Term Goal: Sit by him and talk to him.
Long Term Goal: At least stay in contact over the summer so I can hang out with him in the fall.
1. Be more social, which I think I’m doing?
2. Get an A in Econ.
3. Work on my allergy problems and all that stuff…
4. Write, draw… I don’t know, something so I can feel productive and not just a homework junkie. D:
5. Lose 10 more pounds for a cosplay idea for Sakuracon next year.
I got this.
Three weeks left of fall quarter.
One FIG assignment left: easy peasy. Whatever I have to do in art class, but at least the next assignment is just with a number two pencil: not fun, but could be worse. Research paper and a final exam that will determine my grade in Globalization: Oh dear.
Back to being stressed out. I especially need to do good in Globalization since it’s a required class for my major…